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| Valentines |
| 02.09.04 (4:34 am) [edit] |
Sowwy for the lateness xxx
Well, tis nearly valentines. I HATE this holiday most of all... god listen to 'mrs scrooge' here.. Probably cos I never get anything. Here's me feeling sorry for myself again. Having BIG block in poetry at the moment.. ahhhhh... bored.
xxxx
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| Sh!tiness |
| 01.21.04 (12:14 pm) [edit] |
Hmm.
Im not sure what to say.. Words are killing me at the moment. I, i dunno.
Bye
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| Not again.. |
| 01.19.04 (10:40 am) [edit] |
We are mates!
All that stuff emma sed wasnt true... apparently she got mixed up with megan.. yeh rite.
She's bein ok today...
Sapphire is such a good mate!! She makes me laugh sooooooo much!! But she's meant to be my worst enemy! Wonder wot our parents would say if they found out! lol
Just waiting for them to go online. Mite do my homework. People still think im depressed... Vicky keeps tryin to cheer me up in geography.. she's cool.
Danny's back.. caz admitted she fancys him.. oh god.. theyre gonna end up datin! I keep askin him out for her but i dont know why, cos id hate it!! lol Im a freak!
Oh god.. rodgo got his head smacked against the wall, so i hope he's ok. :(
Buh bye
xxx
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| Broken Up |
| 01.17.04 (2:46 am) [edit] |
Well, it looks like we arent mates anymore. In PE on thursday (im not in their PE group) Debs was goin on about sarah and caz told her to shut up cos she was getting on her nerves and debs said if you dont wanna listen to me then go away, so caz went away.
Then caz said debs wasnt her mate and she thinks im not her mate. On the way home, we were walking with her and emma and emma lives up a different street so she usually goes by herself, and caz just followed her home without tellin us! Cheeky cow!
She wasnt in on Friday.. emma sed that caz sed she wasnt goin Paris if i kept goin off with debra!! Debs have been my best mate long before i even met carys! And she has the cheek to say that!?
To be honest, i dont really care if shes my mate or not, cos she dosent ever believe me.
Im goin town with debs later.
Bye
xx xx
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| Depression? |
| 01.13.04 (8:33 am) [edit] |
I dont believe it. My mates think im depressed. They say im really pale and quiet all of the sudden. Maybe i am.
I dont really care.
She (well duh..do i really need to say her name) is really getting on my nerves. REALLY
We were going to tell her how much we hated her, even know we're best mates..but we didnt.
Debs is my BEST FRIEND. If i ever lost her i wouldnt know what id do. She is great. She agrees with me on everything and always tries to help. This may sound stoopid..but she is my rock, really.
Buh bye
x xx
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| Bleurgh.. |
| 01.12.04 (9:13 am) [edit] |
Yesh *looks at title* me is in a bleurgh mood today.. tis monday.
Hmm.
Well..found out other mates thinks caz is annoying sometimes.
Is getting closer to debs again, which is fan dabby doo! <3>
Goin now because sum1 needs meh
xx xx
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| ARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHH!!!!!!!! |
| 01.09.04 (11:38 am) [edit] |
I HATE MY DAD!! He thinks he owns and knows everything - but he's usually wrong! Just now he said I was giving him dirty looks but I was lookin at the computer screen so how could I?!!
He always gets really moody and his excuse is work.. its not my fault he's on nights is it?
Goin shoppin tomorrow anyway, so thats a few hours I DONT have to spend with him.
Caz was off school again today. She mite be having the sleepover on saturday night tho.
Luv Christine
xx xx
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| Spoke too soon... |
| 01.07.04 (9:06 am) [edit] |
Yesterday I said everything was great..but theyre not.
I thought it was too good to be true when caz wasnt getting on my nerves or someone hadnt had a fight or that i hadnt been embarrassed. Today was hell. I stayed in form at break cos it was cold and caz went outside. She came back in and started boasting about how she'd had a great time outside (she only went out cos the lads were takin the mick).
Then,Tasha was sayin nasty things about calli's dad and when calli sed back to her 'at least my dad's not in hospital' (which was a bit nasty) everyone had a go at her!! Tasha started it! Then caz goes all lovey dovey when tash starts crying, i mean she's usually nasty to her!! What IS her prob?! ARRRRRRGGH!!! :!:
So in maths (she aint in my maths class) me and calli told debs and emma what happened and they totally agreed with us! They are SUCH good mates..we have most good fun with them! But then i started feeling guilty cos caz is really nice to me and always asks me to do stuff with her first! :? But I cant help it if she annoys me sometimes! Oh god..and she came up to me and said 'I think **** (wont say who) fancies me!' Which is SO bigheaded!!! She always says that! Sometimes i fell like she loves herself!
Im also feeling wierd at the mo..I feel like i embarrass my mates cos im sooo ugly and fat. :cry:
g2g now,
Bye xx xxx
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| I survived!!! And im feeling GR8!!!!! |
| 01.06.04 (7:58 am) [edit] |
Well i managed to survive school. And suprisingly it was pretty damn good!! :D Seeing caz and emma and debra again made everything much easier. Also getting to become closer friends with a once hated enemy..but the thing is, now I find she is actually a great person! Plus my mates think a lad fancies me cos apparently he was staring at me, he probably doesnt but it's nice to know things are back to normal. Two of my favourite people werent in today: Both daniels..but thats ok. Danny wasnt in yesterday either, but rodgo was. Damon (a mad freaky boy..kinda goth tho) said danny got stabbed by some girls..slightly wierd... so caz called him up and it turned out he just had the flu! lol **** (dont wanna metion her name case she reads this) is still as bitchy as ever, she thinks she owns the world..tellin us all to move or she'll batter us..jeeze..and callin us all spofs and said she hates us all.. but im trying not to let her get to me.
We're having the double glazing put in tomorrow, so me and mum are gonna escape and go shopping as soon as i get out of school. I need some art supplies anyway, more gum tape..god i hate that stuff!!
So, overall im very happy at the mo! (Which is sayin somethin!) Hee hee! Im feeling sooooo good!!!!!
Luv ya all!
xx xxx xx
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| Bleurgh...School in 3 days |
| 01.02.04 (1:32 pm) [edit] |
Oh gawd..school in 3 days. Can i face it? More snide remarks from teachers, more utter shit from other people and bein totally embarrassed over and over again... And im in Love...Love?? Jesus christ...I cant be he's a friend and probably doesnt think im pretty at all.. for fucks sake. Plus i aint done my science homework..to write a story about either 'a day in the life of a heroin addict', 'living with an alcoholic' or 'ecstasy at a disco' ... heh great choice eh? Went out with debs for a while for some much needed talking and fresh air (lol..aint bin out much) Hmmm...was great. Dunno where caz is..she probably stayin over at someone's but her whole family has gone :?
Mum is bein a rite moody cow today..
anyway gotta go bye
xx xx
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| Well whoopy doo..It's new years eve. |
| 12.31.03 (10:09 am) [edit] |
Hope your all having such a [i]wonderful[/i] time with your great lil parties...well f*** the lot of ya...
Sorry..
As you mite of guessed im a wee bit drunked..on larger shandy..ohh god. New years eve sucks.. In the words of Bart Simpson "I didnt think it physically possible..but this both sucks and blows"
Yea.
So, what have I actually done this year.
1. Fallen out with best friend several times
2. Broken the heart of the sweetest lad ever just cos my mates thought he was a geek.
3. Hated several memebers of family
4. Been greedy to my dis-advantage (buying xmas presents way too early)
5. Been grumpy on what mum said was the last sleepover i was ever gonna have
6. Turned into a depressed psycopath..
7. and.. fully embarrased myself on several occasions.
Hmmm.. done good this year. [u]NOT.[/u]
Oh yes and one more:
8. Talking to a computer and people from all over the world ive never met, about my troubles when i should actually tell someone real..
Oh the joys of life eh?
New years resolutions:
Hmm well i dont usually do this so bear with me.
1. LOSE WEIGHT
2. Find good looking boyfriend and NOT lose him
3. Actually DO something!
4. Join club and be good at it!
5. Be nice and THINK for at least an hour before even speaking.
Heh..good arent they.
Well, that's me done. New years over now really, for me anyway.
Bye
xx x
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| Come and Gone... |
| 12.28.03 (11:11 am) [edit] |
Sorry again for not writing (laziness is bliss) Umm well xmas has come and gone, not that gr8 really. Today my cousins came round for an hour or so...boring really. I am so fed up with dirty looks from people...for gawds sake, i mite as well just wear a paper bag on my head.
Im hating my shyness rite now..gettin on my nerves again. Definetly dont wanna go back to school...Cant face those teachers agen.. or face being 'up-staged' by my perfectly confident mates. Why cant i just loosen up a bit? Actually say something infront of strangers, instead of just standing there goin red and listening to my mates talk for me...god why did i have to be british? Why did i have to be so ugly?! Why couldnt i just be a confident beautiful american? Then i'd probably get alot further with life..hell im only 13!
Anyway, i just got a habbo hotel text (finally) so im gonna go get my credits! YAY.. bye for now.
xx xx
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| Sorry blog!! xx |
| 12.20.03 (8:17 am) [edit] |
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Sorry for not writing for ages... The disco was cancelled so that was kinda good...Umm im ill with a horrible cough and cold which is sooo crap. :( Cant wait til crimbo, even tho im not gettin much pressies. I really cant think of anythin to say... Bye
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| ..::Dreading Tonight::.. |
| 12.11.03 (8:24 am) [edit] |
Its the school disco tonight. Rogo and Lewis have decided to ask the DJ to put on a slow song and say It's for carys off danny...so cute, but im so jealous. I'm now dreading tonight. No one would ever do that for me. She is so lucky. I know im gonna end up crying tonight, and probably ruining evrything...I hate life. No one listen though...
I love him, i love rogo...
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| Today was ok.. |
| 12.09.03 (10:52 am) [edit] |
Hullo. Today was OK. Danny was flirtin like crazy wit caz, which was funny!! We played a game of a kinda weakest link where rogo was anne!! lol that was gr8. mum and dad are at my parents evening...nooo!! :( Dunno wot he'll say tho..apparently caz mite be gettin moved up in maths so thats gr8!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye for now,
xx xx
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| Monday Again |
| 12.08.03 (10:35 am) [edit] |
Well, its monday again. Danny asked caz out by text again and she said no. But she still flirts with him and says she'll date in the christmas holidays...which is a lilttle nasty really, but hey. Im feelin so jealous for some reason. I used to date him and hate to see him get hurt... here's a poem i wrote:I really dont want to feel this
I dont want to ruin your fun
I cant help but try to stop you
Cant belive the things youve done
You see, he once belonged to me
Even though he loved you still
You pursuaded me to end it
I feel that cruel pain still
Then you stole him from me
But I couldnt call him mine
He loves you but you use him
Putting his feelings on the line
How can you do this to him?
How can you make him suffer?
He thinks you and him are great
Suited to one another
I know this is one big lie
All the things you promise to do
And even though I dont own him
Im glad that im not you.
hmmm..its ok
Bye for now xxx xx
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| Christmas Shoppin... |
| 12.07.03 (9:21 am) [edit] |
Hullo :) Im in an OK mood now, christmas shoppin was good...except for some idiot lads setting a napkin on fire, good job the sprinklers didnt come on!! Hmmm, well got emma's pressie even though it was a lil late. Did all shoppin except cards, do that sometime at the weekend. Jo is really starting to get on my nerves now...anyway on a good side, we managed to get 6 VHS's for £20 at Virgin so that was cool. Also got some nu eyeliner (v.important!! lol) and a nu notebook (also important).
Goin now to post a poem! Bye!
xx x x
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| Atheist... |
| 12.06.03 (7:26 am) [edit] |
The right word for someone without a religion is Atheist. Hmmm.
People really suck sometimes....they call me a 'spof' at school, (that means ur dead clever etc.) ok so im clever, but that doesnt make me a spof...just cos im not the prettiest thing alive doesnt mean I dont feel anything else...People are shite sometimes...holy crap I hate life... Thanks for all the comments on my last blog btw, thanx. xx xx
Bye for now xx x
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| Something you didnt know... |
| 12.06.03 (6:35 am) [edit] |
Well I thought I'd let you all know something, I dont have a religion. If ya didnt want to know that, i dont really care. I wanted to write it so i did. Oh wierdness. I dunno wot it's called when you havent got a religion, heathen? Hang on *checks mini dictionary..lol* Hmm it says a person who isnt muslim, christian or jewish. maybe that's it. I dont have a religion cos ive kinda tried them all and it didnt work it made me feel worse. I tried christianity, then i thought about all the 'great' things he's said to of done and then why innocent people die and bad people live. I also tried Wiccan which went slightly better but ruined my friendship with my best mate.
You probably think im a kid who hasnt gone thru anything, i am only 13. But i have. Ive done so many wrong things...which I am suffering for now. Believe me I am.
Oh and people who are 'offended' by this blog because of my feelings on different religions, dont bother to leave a cruel comment like 'jesus died for you etc.' cos I wont even read it.
Bye for now xx x
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| Crapiness again... |
| 12.06.03 (4:44 am) [edit] |
Oh gawd. The sleepover was OK, debs and caz came. All the way through they said there was somethin up with me cos i was so quiet, but there wasnt. Im on a diet btw, had sweetcorn and cheese for dinner...yuck. We stayed up til about 3am. Of course they left me to tidy up... hmmm... goin christmas shoppin tmoz...all day.
Well, im bored. There was somethin I wanted to tell u but I forgot. Never mind xx x Bye for now
I remembered! I showed caz and debs my notebook with all my pics in and they sed it was good. Hmmm...bye. xxx
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| YAY! |
| 12.05.03 (7:58 am) [edit] |
Finally! I got my sleepover sorted! Well...kinda. Im allowed 2 people! YAY!!!!!!!!!:D So i invited Debs and caz, caz can definetly come but im ringin debs later to see wot her dad says. Which is ok cos if she cant come i'll invite emma instead!
Caz asked if i wanted to go to the school disco and I said no, but she wants to go and she said If i didnt go then she wouldnt. I felt dead guilty so now im goin to a disco i dont even wanna go to. She said i'll have fun but last time i juts stood there like a lump of jelly and watched whilst all my mates had fun. :cry: she only wants to go now coz danny asked her if she was goin... I still feel a tad jealous bout all this stuff but i mite as well get over it.
Ummmm...well now im bored. For once i really dont have anything to say. Im gonna do more quizzes!! YAY!!!
Bye xx xx
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| Hee hee *sneeze, sniff, sneeze..lol* More Quizzes! |
| 12.04.03 (9:25 am) [edit] |
Hmmm..these can be addictive!
My inner child is sixteen years old!
Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla
Thats a bit ironic seen as im only 13...lol
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| Hmmm..interestin...NOT |
| 12.04.03 (9:05 am) [edit] |
Ooook i was bored so I just did this quiz, im sitting here full of cold so dont blame me if im borin ya!!
Your: Mysterious eyes. All in the title. Your
independant secretive and myseterious. You
appear cold and distant, but hey, at leats no
one messes with you.
What type of eyes do you have?
brought to you by Quizilla
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| White as A Ghost |
| 12.04.03 (8:08 am) [edit] |
Uh hi. Not feelin too good today :( After PE I nearly collapsed because we were doin a VERY hard workout and everyone was just messin about but I tried to do good cos I need to loose weight. So anyway afterwards I got changed and went into the corridor, I felt really dizzy and couldnt see anything proporly. So I kinda fell down and my mates said I had grey lips and a pale face so the teacher came over and asked if I'd eaten anything today. I said no except cereal at breky (this was at 12:15) and she said it was cos i was dehydrated and hadnt eaten. I just told this to my dad and he had a big go at me. I mean, i only missed break for gods sake...and ive broken ma fone i got 2 months ago and it cost £299 , so i mite have to pay for a nu one. Shit.
Well, I still havent decided who to invite for ma sleepover, i mite be allowed 2 people - dunno yet.
We were in art 1st lesson and I wasnt feeling well, and Caz was flirtin away with danny again, which made me feel so jealous..i dunno why, its not like i fancy him..i dont think. Life sux. I also have several bruises cos i tripped over caz's violin as soon as i got in this mornin and banged against the edge of a computer, that fukin hurt alot. I AM SO FED UP of people askin me for gum! Shittin hell its like im the chewy bringer or somthin...
I still feel like crap but Dad wont believe me if i tell him anyway. Ive hardly eaten all day and i still feel as fat as ever. I hate life, it bites. Plus im soooo fed up with peoplw who think theyre popular..god theyre noobs.. full of crappyness...lol
Ummm...well im sure there was somethin i was gonna tell ya but i forgot, sorry bout that. I'll probably realise it later.
So for now,
Bye xx xx
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